Lourdes

The first sentence of the idea was a miracle that might not be a miracle after all. Like with all my films I started to do a lot of research, and I investigated different places where miracles are supposed to happen, or I investigated different descriptions of miracles that have ever happened. That was very interesting for me. And then I started to focus on the place Lourdes, because I found out that this is the place to go if you want to have a miraculous healing—that’s the place where it happens. And I was reading a lot of medical studies about people who were healed in Lourdes. They have a medical bureau over there and they investigate all the cases. There is a doctor who is especially investigating people who have been healed. It was also interesting to read all those case studies, but the other thing that was interesting was that, for the research, I interviewed a lot of pilgrims, sick people, caretakers—all the people that go there. And I was interested because I don’t believe in God, but I wanted to know how they can. So that was an interesting thing for me, because I felt like I’m a Japanese visitor trying to find out the Catholic religion, and that’s what the whole film was for me. It was like from the perspective of a stranger to ask what is this religion about.

An emotional part of Lourdes was that during the research I talked to a lot of sick people facing death, and I understood that their problems are similar to everyone else’s, only with the difference that when you’re sick you’re facing death much stronger. But we all are facing death—we just don’t think about it every day—and the moment I understood this, the whole process of making the film became very personal, because it’s not about them who are so crazy because they think they are going to be healed. It’s us, because we think we’re going to live forever. Every human being is trying to neglect the fact that we are going to die one day, and some try to find the God who relieves them, and others just don’t think about it, but that’s what we all share—we’re trying to ignore the fact that it is inevitable.