I Had Nowhere to Go

Douglas Gordon
Part of

54th New York Film Festival

September 30 - 11, 2016

Jonas Mekas’s prose memoir of his first decade in exile from Lithuania and journey from post-WWII displaced persons camps to New York is transformed by fellow polymath artist Douglas Gordon into an operatic experience, often terrifying, sometimes absurdly funny.

DIRECTOR
Douglas Gordon
YEAR
2016
COUNTRY
Germany
RUNTIME
97 minutes

$7 rush tickets available at the door.

Autobiography and biography merge in this often shattering, sometimes absurdly funny collaboration between two polymath artists, Douglas Gordon and Jonas Mekas. Gordon’s unlikely desire to bring Mekas’s prose memoir of his first decade in exile from Lithuania and journey from post-WWII displaced persons camps to New York, where he finds his vocation as a filmmaker, yields an operatic experience of sound and image. The film—which features Mekas reading his own text in haunting, musical voice-over—attests to one extraordinary man’s experience of loss and desire to make a new life, yet also resonates as a tale of the diaspora in which tens of millions exist today.

I Had Nowhere to Go
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